Missing

I'm missing time. Isn't that a concept for schizophrenics or people with multiple personalities? I'm just an insomniac. ANYWAY, don't know what to do; just a little dazed. Confused, actually. May be going to the pool, haven't heard from my one friend in days. :/ I miss her.

A Realization

Okay. Other than the crap that happened a while ago, things have pretty much died down. It seems like this blog might just die off, having been started too late to really add anything special.
I may have spoken too soon.... but I don't think I have. After the past 2 years and all the crap that has been happening, for the most part, it's not bad anymore.
Today we had a power outage, and I realized that, sitting in the dark with my dog beside me, I wasn't feeling any evil or malevolence stalking me. I was just... there. And everything was fine, aside from my computer shutting down.
And none of my videos are distorted anymore, no videos (in the last couple months) have been uploaded without my knowledge. It looks like ignoring everything has just kinda worked. *sigh* Oh well. I guess I kinda expected more... but maybe whatever has been stalking me or w/e has just given up.
:) tehe... well, it's been fun! Maybe happy endings DO exist! XD